Whaaa, Whyyyy, How?
Is my question here.
This is just crazy right here, my highest viewed video on my on page not on 4the412 page is my first intro before I was hired.. Anyways I just listened to it and it describes me still today. I am being the most positive I can with whatever is going on and my depression and such.
This wasn't even a planned thing and was unedited, but lead the way to some of my series I came up with, even if I don't make them all the time like my DEPRESSION 101 videos! I haven't made one for a few months one because my depression has been bugging me but not in any way I felt I had something to say but I make them as I feel them or if anyone has a question they want to ask!
Starting out with my last name sucks I need a new name, well I like my last name cuz it is my families and I love them. But I did need something else, started out with JustTrish rather then warpedtrish because I wanted to grow up a bit and wasn't all that attached to warped tour anymore, I love that's who I grew up as but needed something else and tried to go with something semi-professional so did the JustTrish thing for awhile but BatTrishCrazy aka LilBaT is who I really am! So really this video did start everything!!
I think its really great to see that even in 2019 what I said in 2015 is still relevant. ALSO happy to report that the one little bit I mentioned missing someone I loved turned out okay because he is my boyfriend now! And we just celebrated out 1 year official anniversary, I remember after I made this he was a lil mad or embarrassed I said it but he's always been important to me even when we weren't around each-other and I love that I mentioned it! And we just recorded a date night video (should be up tomorrow!!) and you can see our first video of a date night right here!
This wasn't even a planned thing and was unedited, but lead the way to some of my series I came up with, even if I don't make them all the time like my DEPRESSION 101 videos! I haven't made one for a few months one because my depression has been bugging me but not in any way I felt I had something to say but I make them as I feel them or if anyone has a question they want to ask!
Starting out with my last name sucks I need a new name, well I like my last name cuz it is my families and I love them. But I did need something else, started out with JustTrish rather then warpedtrish because I wanted to grow up a bit and wasn't all that attached to warped tour anymore, I love that's who I grew up as but needed something else and tried to go with something semi-professional so did the JustTrish thing for awhile but BatTrishCrazy aka LilBaT is who I really am! So really this video did start everything!!
I think its really great to see that even in 2019 what I said in 2015 is still relevant. ALSO happy to report that the one little bit I mentioned missing someone I loved turned out okay because he is my boyfriend now! And we just celebrated out 1 year official anniversary, I remember after I made this he was a lil mad or embarrassed I said it but he's always been important to me even when we weren't around each-other and I love that I mentioned it! And we just recorded a date night video (should be up tomorrow!!) and you can see our first video of a date night right here!
So I just gotta say stick to what you want if you are passionate about it, sometimes you gotta move on for a bit but if its meant to be (even if only you know) then it will happen somehow someday! that goes for all things not just relationships I suppose, but there is a lot of work in any sense on any subject in that. You cant just wait but you also have to wait, life is complicated AF pretty much always even when things are okay, it's still complicated but happier.
Still wish I started way earlier in life but can't change that now. I do wish I made more now but I'm working on it and fitting it in as I can and as my mind allows me to! (((ALSO I SHOULD BE MAKING THIS A VIDEO BUT I'M AT WORK AND WRITING IT NOW AS I AM INSPIRED TO TALK ABOUT IT, maybe I'll make a vlog about it later but also I want to do more blogs too))
BUT IT IS JUST INSANE TO ME I HAVE THIS MANY VIEWS ON THE INTRO VIDEO AND NO WHERE NEAR THAT NUMBER ON ANY OF THE OTHERS. NON OF THEM BREAK 1000 ON YOUTUBE. FACEBOOK IS DIFFERENT I GET MANY MORE VIEWS THERE BUT NOT OVER 2,000. just looked pretty close a few of the videos on facebook are tied for 1,400!! How do we start to get that on every video??!!!
Still wish I started way earlier in life but can't change that now. I do wish I made more now but I'm working on it and fitting it in as I can and as my mind allows me to! (((ALSO I SHOULD BE MAKING THIS A VIDEO BUT I'M AT WORK AND WRITING IT NOW AS I AM INSPIRED TO TALK ABOUT IT, maybe I'll make a vlog about it later but also I want to do more blogs too))
BUT IT IS JUST INSANE TO ME I HAVE THIS MANY VIEWS ON THE INTRO VIDEO AND NO WHERE NEAR THAT NUMBER ON ANY OF THE OTHERS. NON OF THEM BREAK 1000 ON YOUTUBE. FACEBOOK IS DIFFERENT I GET MANY MORE VIEWS THERE BUT NOT OVER 2,000. just looked pretty close a few of the videos on facebook are tied for 1,400!! How do we start to get that on every video??!!!
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BatTrishCrazy and 412nes
both have playlist of all the videos I've ever made including the ones for my old job that did not live on my pages!!
both have playlist of all the videos I've ever made including the ones for my old job that did not live on my pages!!
This is the video application I mention I used to apply to a job I didn't get. BUT if you watch the videos on my JustTrish/BatTrish channel after the original intro then you'll see a few months later I did get the job! and most of my videos live on the channel of that job. 4the412 which did end but it was the best thing to ever happen to me!! | |
| This LiLBaT hair and makeup one has 1.5!! That is exciting! and makes more sense then just my very first of me rambling and repeating myself lol!! |