I've been listing to them on repeat for like 5 months now! I don't know why I never listened before but what made me check them out is that the vocalist was the singing voice to Johnny of American Satan. To match the beautiful face of Andy Black ha! Need to watch the movie again too, I still have only seen it opening day at theatres which was a horrible day for me and the movie just added to my anxiety attack that day. But that has nothing to do with this.
I just love finding new bands, and listing non stop!! I know I wrote the blog once that I don't know much about the bands I listen too, and don't watch music videos enough but today after listening for months I decided to try to watch their videos and they have all kinds of stuff on their youtube I'll have to get into! Watching things makes me get creative ideas and like thats what I need! Music has always drove me to be who I am and what I do. Thats why I work in news and at a music venue and this new year I need to combine them all and pull back together and make things!
Hello Hello, to the ghost that read my blog! PS I know no one does, thats probably why I suck at writing! Anyways just want to say Happy New Year and reflect a bit!
2018 was really great, I think I can def say it was my least depressed year since being a kid. I mean I will always be emo and cry at like everything but this year there was a lot less of that all. And its stupid to say its because of a boy but I mean it really has a lot to do with my boyfriend.
A not so sucky newish teenage Halloween movie about a not vampire…
Now I am not saying this is super awesome go watch it, I’m saying if your bored and want something to just pass a bit of time and just be in the background. Well thas why I started it. I’m at work and need to keep an eye on my work so didn’t want to get sucked into anything too serious and also didn’t want to take 30 minutes to find something else to watch so..
How music makes you feel, think, connect, and a million other things!!!
Self reflecting and learning about myself though ranting about random thoughts from a music video that popped up on YouTube! And how at first I was being down on myself for missed opportunities but then ended up content and really motivated to get back on my life path!!
It’s a normal Trish rant and super duper long BUT you’ll learn quite a bit about me and my love and passion for music and videos and how I’ve changed from being a shy because “I don’t want to sound like a fan girl” to a not shy I want to be in the music world interviewing and making awesome music videos SO lets make it happen!
Who would have known I’d find all this motivation and reminder the same week I was being so down! Ha kinda goes with what I talked about in my video I recorded yesterday and posted today about how wacky the moon and retrograde had us. And like boom, boom, boom. Depressed, clear, motivated!!! Anyways let me know what you think!! Besides that I am crazy because I know!
How many thoughts do you have within 10 minutes? My brain surprised me, well more so attacked me last night and let me tell you, the amount of thoughts rushing and floating in my head was unreal. Then think about in a hour, new thoughts, old thoughts, bad thoughts, not really any good ones, then them repeating over and over and over to the point you have to just scream out loud or talk out loud to yourself to slow them down....I'm assuming it was an anxiety/panic attack. Started out as a little anxiety, then exploded into a panic and then couldn't chill out.
1. SLEEP! SLEEP! SLEEP!
Just stay in bed! You'll spend way less money if you never leave the house! And if your sleeping you won't be tempted to do anything you'll just be living in dream land! Happy as can be!
3. NO FRIENDS!
Don't hang out with me! If your still tempted to wake up or eat let me recommend that you don't hang out with me. Like Ever! I can't really seem to just sit around and do nothing when I'm with friends. I want to go out and do things and experience the world! Especially because its summer and this past winter was so long and killed me! I HATE fast food, so if we are skipping tip number 2, and you let me pick or suggest where to eat it will probably not be super cheap.
Hello Hello!! click to read about my personal life, work, 412nes & LiLBat stuff, and some other things!!
WOW! I need to get better at blogging! I started doing videos again and forget to post here. EVEN THOUGH I'm sure I'm the only one that knows the blog is here. BUT it's good to keep up with!
I need to start taking notes or recording myself reacting to things I'm watching. Like my commentary is good, I want to remember it!! Also started notes on the books I read and never wrote now I feel like I'd have to reread..
SO anyways. I just watched Evil Genius: The True Story of America's Most Diabolical Bank Heist.. AND LET ME TELL YOU IT IS CRAZY!!